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- Name: Lizzie Sarantakos
- Age: 14
- Gender: Female
- Location: Salem OH US
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Shet I do to fill my time
-Talking to my luffs
-'Saving' "dieing" pillows
-Hiding from Mikell
-Listening to music
-Watching Mindfreak
-Random Criss Marathons
-Day dreaming about Criss
-Writing stories/Fan fiction
-Writing poems
-Sleeping
-Making sure Chase pays up
-Hiding Criss from everyone in my closet
-Jumping on the couch like a freak
-Blasting my music obnoxiously loud
-Finding a new fetish..hehe
-Finding ways to make Mikell even more creepier
-Starring in videos! haha..[/failure]
-Being sarcastic
-Going to modeling school/becoming a model
-Naming banana's Dustin
-Walking around and yelling like an obnoxious person
-Screaming at people when they can't hear me
:D
Songs I could listen to over and over;
- "XTC" Criss
- "Die for me" Criss
- "I really want you" James Blunt
- "Bleeding love" Leona Lewis
-"Another day in Paradise" Phil Collins
-"Don't stop the music" Rihanna
-"Goodbye my lover" James Blunt
-"Untouched" The Veronicas
-"Forever" The Veronicas
-"Time of dying" Three Days Grace
-"I wanna stand with you on a mountain" - Savage Garden
-"How do I live" Leeann R
-"Always be my baby" David Cook
-"No one" Alicia Keys
-"Crazy Angel" Kill Hannah
-"Nobody's home" Avril Lavigne
-'Saving' "dieing" pillows
-Hiding from Mikell
-Listening to music
-Watching Mindfreak
-Random Criss Marathons
-Day dreaming about Criss
-Writing stories/Fan fiction
-Writing poems
-Sleeping
-Making sure Chase pays up
-Hiding Criss from everyone in my closet
-Jumping on the couch like a freak
-Blasting my music obnoxiously loud
-Finding a new fetish..hehe
-Finding ways to make Mikell even more creepier
-Starring in videos! haha..[/failure]
-Being sarcastic
-Going to modeling school/becoming a model
-Naming banana's Dustin
-Walking around and yelling like an obnoxious person
-Screaming at people when they can't hear me
:D
Songs I could listen to over and over;
- "XTC" Criss
- "Die for me" Criss
- "I really want you" James Blunt
- "Bleeding love" Leona Lewis
-"Another day in Paradise" Phil Collins
-"Don't stop the music" Rihanna
-"Goodbye my lover" James Blunt
-"Untouched" The Veronicas
-"Forever" The Veronicas
-"Time of dying" Three Days Grace
-"I wanna stand with you on a mountain" - Savage Garden
-"How do I live" Leeann R
-"Always be my baby" David Cook
-"No one" Alicia Keys
-"Crazy Angel" Kill Hannah
-"Nobody's home" Avril Lavigne
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AIM; xloyalcrissfan Message me*
I'm really not a fan of my birth name, and when I turn eighteen I want to change it from Sierra to Elizabeth(my middle name)
ENJOY READING; ^-^
Kayso, first and foremost, I'd like to talk a little bit about my heros; Most of which are my best friends, because without them, I would be nothing like I am toady;-
Mia- You probably know me better than anyone ever has. You mean so much more to me than I can even say. You have taught me so much and have truly changed me as a person forever. You've helped me through alot of really tough times, and you've been through thick and thin with me. You are such an amazing person in everything you do and say- I have never thought life could be so good as it is now; and it's all due to you. You've changed my life and I cannot ever repay you for it. <3
Jennie- You have impacted my life on such a level, I can't find the words to tell with. You totally understand anything I, or anyone else has to say. You are, without a doubt one of the most positive people I've never met in my life. Your outlook on life amazes me, and I can only hope to see things the way you do. I can't tell you what our friendship means to me. <3
Alex- You are a really good friend to me and anyone that needs a friend. You've helped me through some stuff only you and I could understand, and for that I thank you. I look to you for trust and hope, and every word you say to me reassures that feeling. You and I have the same outlook on alot of issues, and I know I can always count on you to be there when I need you, or just when I need someone to make me laugh. <3
All three of you;
You girls mean the world to me. Seriously, I don't know how I got by without you.
It's so weird that we are this close and have never met. It feels like I've known each of you longer than I really have.
I can't explain to anyone what each of you mean to me, but I tried. And that is what you read*
So, now that that is over.. here we go;
I tend to randomly go into these little moods of mine. My suggestion, is just to let me rant er whatever and then I will be over it.. Once you get to know me, you'll find things out about me that you never thought existed in such a person like myself..
I also tend to over-exaggerate about things, as said earlier just let me throw my fit and then I'll be good.
Mm..and I get jealous VERY easily, one of my qualities I don't enjoy.
Well, case you haven't noticed, I am aware of my flaws, and that I am not perfect, and I tend to point mine out, and am okay with it if you agree, or disagree.
The only person, I find to be perfect is Criss(see my main profile).
If you have no idea who I am talking about..Get the fuck out..Hehe..No don't leave, but seriously..umm.. HELLO.. Anywayy.. um..
I tend to make things so much more dramatic than they really are, and I say things, that aren't meant to that extent. For those of you who lack an understanding, example; Okay..say I am mad at someone, yes.. Okay I may say "OHMYGAWD I'm gonna like..push her down the stairs.." Okay..um..hehe..as amusing and fun that may sound, I don't REALLY mean I want to push that someone..down the stairs, it's just a way of expressing myself..
My sense of humor is very different from your everyday 'teen'. um..as mentioned earlier, I am perverted, and I have more of a ..morbid sense of humor.I usually make fun of people for things, like I said, I know I'm not perfect and no one else is either..so why not just accept your flaws, and make the best out of them..It's not in a mean way or anything, more for humor, and no hard feelings..
Kayso..I also tend to dis things, then like them..dunno I just do. Sarcasm is my friend. I defiantly use it a lot, and mainly it is used for humor, nothing more.
Root beer, next to Criss of course, is one of the most GODLY things ever. It makes you feel hyper, and causes you to twitch randomly. I rather enjoy it...
When I turn sixteen, my mom says I can get a tattoo, and um. it twill be one dedicated to Criss..
My dad says he will take me to Vegas if he ever gets enough money, er whatever. Yesh, I am still waiting hehe, and um I WANNA GO!.. umm .
CHASE! Ohh..okay Chase is my sexy beast of a cat. He is a pimp and doesn't tip very well. He owns all your souls..
Music..mm.. music is like the best thing ever. It's..amazing how it can change your mood and how you feel, it really impacts me a lot..
Arguing, mm very fun actually..haha..umm .. I enjoy arguing with people, not firing stupid insults at each other, more like.. making good points and calmly debating something..
Self esteem, well I don't have much of it, um..it takes awhile to get it up, and very little to take it down again. bleh.. Um..
Ohh..NOTHING, let me repeat that. NOTHING you could possibly say or ask me would be too personal or awkward er whatever..cause trust me, I have heard it all..
Reading people, is one of my many hidden talents, I can usually tell easily when something is wrong, keep that in mind..*continues to ramble*
If you call me crazy, I will take it as a complement, I know I am not sane half the time, I enjoy being 'crazy'...
Generally, I am a nice and friendly person, just talk to me..get to know me and you'll luff me..although, don't you dare tell me what I think about anyone or anything. I know what goes on in my mind, and don't tell me otherwise.
Good Day-
PS; I can write very well, for samples, message me. Tis one of my few hobbies. I can also write many different types of..stories. *cough*readnearthetop* AHEM! :D
I'm really not a fan of my birth name, and when I turn eighteen I want to change it from Sierra to Elizabeth(my middle name)
ENJOY READING; ^-^
Kayso, first and foremost, I'd like to talk a little bit about my heros; Most of which are my best friends, because without them, I would be nothing like I am toady;-
Mia- You probably know me better than anyone ever has. You mean so much more to me than I can even say. You have taught me so much and have truly changed me as a person forever. You've helped me through alot of really tough times, and you've been through thick and thin with me. You are such an amazing person in everything you do and say- I have never thought life could be so good as it is now; and it's all due to you. You've changed my life and I cannot ever repay you for it. <3
Jennie- You have impacted my life on such a level, I can't find the words to tell with. You totally understand anything I, or anyone else has to say. You are, without a doubt one of the most positive people I've never met in my life. Your outlook on life amazes me, and I can only hope to see things the way you do. I can't tell you what our friendship means to me. <3
Alex- You are a really good friend to me and anyone that needs a friend. You've helped me through some stuff only you and I could understand, and for that I thank you. I look to you for trust and hope, and every word you say to me reassures that feeling. You and I have the same outlook on alot of issues, and I know I can always count on you to be there when I need you, or just when I need someone to make me laugh. <3
All three of you;
You girls mean the world to me. Seriously, I don't know how I got by without you.
It's so weird that we are this close and have never met. It feels like I've known each of you longer than I really have.
I can't explain to anyone what each of you mean to me, but I tried. And that is what you read*
So, now that that is over.. here we go;
I tend to randomly go into these little moods of mine. My suggestion, is just to let me rant er whatever and then I will be over it.. Once you get to know me, you'll find things out about me that you never thought existed in such a person like myself..
I also tend to over-exaggerate about things, as said earlier just let me throw my fit and then I'll be good.
Mm..and I get jealous VERY easily, one of my qualities I don't enjoy.
Well, case you haven't noticed, I am aware of my flaws, and that I am not perfect, and I tend to point mine out, and am okay with it if you agree, or disagree.
The only person, I find to be perfect is Criss(see my main profile).
If you have no idea who I am talking about..Get the fuck out..Hehe..No don't leave, but seriously..umm.. HELLO.. Anywayy.. um..
I tend to make things so much more dramatic than they really are, and I say things, that aren't meant to that extent. For those of you who lack an understanding, example; Okay..say I am mad at someone, yes.. Okay I may say "OHMYGAWD I'm gonna like..push her down the stairs.." Okay..um..hehe..as amusing and fun that may sound, I don't REALLY mean I want to push that someone..down the stairs, it's just a way of expressing myself..
My sense of humor is very different from your everyday 'teen'. um..as mentioned earlier, I am perverted, and I have more of a ..morbid sense of humor.I usually make fun of people for things, like I said, I know I'm not perfect and no one else is either..so why not just accept your flaws, and make the best out of them..It's not in a mean way or anything, more for humor, and no hard feelings..
Kayso..I also tend to dis things, then like them..dunno I just do. Sarcasm is my friend. I defiantly use it a lot, and mainly it is used for humor, nothing more.
Root beer, next to Criss of course, is one of the most GODLY things ever. It makes you feel hyper, and causes you to twitch randomly. I rather enjoy it...
When I turn sixteen, my mom says I can get a tattoo, and um. it twill be one dedicated to Criss..
My dad says he will take me to Vegas if he ever gets enough money, er whatever. Yesh, I am still waiting hehe, and um I WANNA GO!.. umm .
CHASE! Ohh..okay Chase is my sexy beast of a cat. He is a pimp and doesn't tip very well. He owns all your souls..
Music..mm.. music is like the best thing ever. It's..amazing how it can change your mood and how you feel, it really impacts me a lot..
Arguing, mm very fun actually..haha..umm .. I enjoy arguing with people, not firing stupid insults at each other, more like.. making good points and calmly debating something..
Self esteem, well I don't have much of it, um..it takes awhile to get it up, and very little to take it down again. bleh.. Um..
Ohh..NOTHING, let me repeat that. NOTHING you could possibly say or ask me would be too personal or awkward er whatever..cause trust me, I have heard it all..
Reading people, is one of my many hidden talents, I can usually tell easily when something is wrong, keep that in mind..*continues to ramble*
If you call me crazy, I will take it as a complement, I know I am not sane half the time, I enjoy being 'crazy'...
Generally, I am a nice and friendly person, just talk to me..get to know me and you'll luff me..although, don't you dare tell me what I think about anyone or anything. I know what goes on in my mind, and don't tell me otherwise.
Good Day-
PS; I can write very well, for samples, message me. Tis one of my few hobbies. I can also write many different types of..stories. *cough*readnearthetop* AHEM! :D
CA Quotes
"I thought being a musician was a lot sexier than being a geeky magician. I
never thought that magicians were the type of guys to have groupies or a large following.Yeah...they're called The Loyal.."
"If you have a dream..and your actions speak louder than words..you will eventually get that dream.."
"There's always a way..if you want it bad enough.."
"Life..is but a series of memories you make.."
"I believe you are what you think. What you feed your mind, your body will follow..and believe.."
"Fear..is just a state of mind.."
"You've got to believe it...see it...envision it...then your body follows it.."
"To give the audience an experience that touches them on an emotional level is what's important...That to me..is True Magic..."
"When you think like a child..your imagination is free and anything is possible.."
"Your body..is a slave to your mind.."
"Truth, lie, to live or die..makes no difference if you're never gonna try.."
"Be careful what you wish for"
"If you have a dream..and your actions speak louder than words..you will eventually get that dream.."
"There's always a way..if you want it bad enough.."
"Life..is but a series of memories you make.."
"I believe you are what you think. What you feed your mind, your body will follow..and believe.."
"Fear..is just a state of mind.."
"You've got to believe it...see it...envision it...then your body follows it.."
"To give the audience an experience that touches them on an emotional level is what's important...That to me..is True Magic..."
"When you think like a child..your imagination is free and anything is possible.."
"Your body..is a slave to your mind.."
"Truth, lie, to live or die..makes no difference if you're never gonna try.."
"Be careful what you wish for"
General Information
AKA xloyalcrissfan
I'd be Sierra..Well, I'd like it if you called me Lizzie.
I'm not a fan of my birth name. Originally, my middle name is "Elizabeth" but I'd like to be
called that as my first name. I'd like to shorten it to Lizzie or Liz though.
Betch.
<3
I believe highly in this quote, it really speaks to me;
"A person only gets as far as they go..If you want it come and get it, don't be scared now.."
*Adapting accents*XD
I'm a twenty two year old trapped in a fourteen year olds body; Seriously, and unfortunately, I know far more than I should at my age- and not to sound
conceited but(thanks to Criss) I've very strong mentally and emotionally.
Still workin on the physical part..we're gettin there.
xD
Um..I was born in Salem, Ohio. Currently living there as well, though I might be moving to New Orleans to live with my dad. O_O
My Birthday is March Eight, and the best gift anyone could give me is to be my friend. Love me, respect me, and care for me.. Or to meet Criss, but that's
a different story.
I am currently trying to 'create' myself- who I
want to put out there for people to see, and if you find me changing a lot then, with what I think and say..so on and so fourth- that is only part of the
process. So don't be worried, I am who you see me as.
I think it's annoying when people CONSTANTLY talk in
third person. I do it sometimes, I will admit to it cause it's kinda fun..But for the love of all who have ears..cool it.
Also to get on my 'bad list', be angry with someone for the way they feel. I'm sorry if you don't necessarily agree with someone's feelings
toward something, but who the Hell are you to ..to be down on them for the way they feel. Shame on you..you know, cause people cannot help the way they feel.
It's not possible dear, if it was this world would be a better place silly.
=)
OH- And ya know there is a REAL big difference between when you "can't" do something and you "won't".
(I'll explain when I come across the right words to correctly put out my thoughts)
-Uber quotes and other..things-
"How's it feel to want something so badly,and know..that you can never have it.." Go ahead.
I'd LOVE for you to sit there and REALLY think about a situation that relates to this quote, or question rather...
Ya'll got somethin. Okay..good. Now, think about..what that quote/question REALLY means. Think about it and for the love of GOD, please do something about
it. Because you know, it's no good if all you want..you can't have. "There's gotta be more to life, than chasing down every temporary high to
satisfy.." Quite honestly, I believe, and prove me if I'm wrong, that there is nothing else in life. I mean,
think about it. Why do you even bother doing the things you do? Ask yourself that. Because you want something, weather it's for yourself or you want
something for someone else. How dare anyone tell you that you will never get something you want. How fucking dare
they. Never, is nothing. Nothing is NEVER gonna happen er
whatever. I mean, be rational and serious about this here people. Just please, if you wanna make yourself happy- do what you wouldn't. Just do it.
"Oh you know, she'll get over it eventually. In time.
In time, she'll be okay. Her heart will heal and she'll forget about me and things will be just fine. No babe,
it doesn't work like that. I wish okay. I fucking WISH it worked that way so my heart wouldn't ache for you every fucking day of my life.."
-I yearn for your touch, to hear you voice. For your soothing words to be spoken in my ear, and for your love to be for me, and only me.
Wow.
I unrequited love you Criss!
"If he makes a mistake I love him even more for it because he is showing us that he is one of us. " - Assyrian bella
Ya'll listen up.
"..but fate can't break this feeling inside, that's burning up through my veins.."
That's it people. SIT and think about what that lyric means. Really think. You know..cause there are times when the feeling inside thats
Fate. ..let's talk about "fate".
Fate..fate is cruel, and many say "if it wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be..".
Well, that's not how it works IMO. If it "wasn't meant to be.. MAKE IT 'meant to be..' Do WHATEVER it is that you have to do, to get what you desire most. If you do nothing about it, and live with and by the "if it wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be"phrase, then Honey- You REALLY didn't deserve what you wanted in the first place. Cause you weren't willing to work for it, and you just don't deserve it. Simple and Clean.
"I can't wait to see you.." - Boy
"I know, I can't wait to see you either.." - Girl
"No, I REALLY can't wait.." - Boy
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you..
If I could just hold you..
Tonight-
Before attempting to make convo with Lizzie, know this.
I spend far too much time in the gutter.. I
I'm not..CONSTANTLY perverted..okay well, maybe I am. But I know when there is the time to be serious. Usually I'll take anything you say and turn it into something gutter worthy. That's just how I work. I'm sorry if that displeases you. OH- Scratch that. No, I am not. I AM sorry the fact that you don't like that I'm perverted is stopping you from getting to know the rest of me.
Cause you know..
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME-
Now for some Criss stuff;;
I found out about Criss from my dad, he was watching it one day(The bed of nails one) and I instantly became fascinated with it..with his magic, and just Criss as a person. I feel very strongly about my feelings toward Criss. Even though I don't know him personally, what I feel inside when I think about Criss is enough for me. [I fell in love with the Criss Angel I see on TV and the Criss Angel the media talks about. If he is completely different in real life, then so be it. If he is the same, then that is fine as well. But you know, it's not fair to me or anyone that has fallen in love with him, when you treat it like it's a crime. Honey, despite what people may tell you, love is not a crime. In fact, it is the purest feeling one and have;When you're in love you know it, there is no second guessing. You can feel it, and it's IMPOSSIBLE to make yourself stop feeling it. And don't you dare tell me otherwise..] Criss' personality towards everyone, everything and just his personality in general is truly amazing..I do love Criss. What comes purely from the heart defines me, it doesn't lie, it knows no ,what some call.."wrong"..It knows no age difference, from the brilliant words of Chris Crocker.."Love knows no law, Love knows no government, Love does not care about the government.."
..At the slightest thought of Criss I feel something magical inside me. It's so strong it's impossible to fake. You. Cannot. Do. It.
Simple as that. Love, is the strongest feeling anyone can ever be touched with. There's no faking it, in what comes from the heart. What comes from the heart, is pure and only wants to be fulfilled;It's deepest desire. And it will stop at nothing until that desire is met. Even if it means taking control of your subconscious mind. You don't even have to think of it and there it is, there that feeling is, every time you hear his name. You try to block it out, and it just pushes harder, driving your mind to do what it must. Love stops at nothing.
You know, there are so many times when .. I just want to give up. I just want to throw in the towel and give the fuck up. But you know why I don't do that. Because. Because hon...- Your whole day could be completely ruined. The worst possible things could happen, and you'd just want to give up. You don't care that it's "weak" in some people's eyes to give up. You really don't care at that point. There are some days when you just wanna get by. You just wanna get through the day, make it as painless as possible and hopefully be able to sleep that night. Ya'll have days like that. I know you do. - But you know what, when it all comes to an end, when you finally get to just..fall on your bed and let all the emotion of the day flow in and out of you..when that time comes..You finally ask yourself.. "Why the Hell do I keep going..?" and you wanna know why. Because Criss. That is why. CRISS FUCKING ANGEL is the reason I find to keep going okay. Personally, the feelings I have for him are the only things that still remain. Once everything is said and done, it's still beating strong as ever. And I thank God that no one can take that away from me.
Criss is my idol, my hero and my guardian angel. He says we shouldn't look up to him as a role model, but I really don't see why not. He is amazingly determined and is living proof and perfect example, that if you believe and follow your dreams, that is exactly what you'll get. But you have got to be willing to sacrifice things people, what you want isn't just gonna show up at your door step on day and say "Hey, I'm here! Your wish came true.." No Honey, that's not how it works. I'm sorry to say, but it's not. If you want it, you have got to do whatever it is you have to do, to get it. There are no limits here, no boundaries. If you fail, get up and try again. You don't need the support of people around you, though it is very helpful, you just need the support of yourself. Just Believe and make every action you take get you one step closer to your dream.
My hero;Criss is my hero. I have a few other heroes, but he has most defiantly effected me, for the better, by a long shot. Criss, well, what can I say..? He is such a fascinating person, I mean, after reading his book, I'm like sitting here, completely amazed at this man. He always amazes me. Everything about him is just, deeply inspiring. Criss, with out even knowing it, without the knowledge that I exist, pulled me out of the deep hole that almost was dug too far. His words, just hit you so hard. With a few simple words, spoken with his soft, often hypnotizing voice, he completely dominates my every thought. Trying to figure out what they mean, the hidden messages behind them. And how you can apply it to your life. His eyes, help in the hypnotizing process, I mean, they are so beautiful and you just wanna stare into them forever. There is so much that lies behind every slight emotion his eyes let you see, that his face hides. The way you day dreamed that he looked at you, such innocence yet a slight devious little hint to them. They are, of that nature, often, because he wants you to wonder what he is thinking. How he is really feeling. It's endless, the list is endless to describe him.
my guardian Angel;
People ask, how can Criss be your Guardian Angel when he hasn't saved you..? Well, it's simple. Criss, though not here physically, and unaware of it emotionally and mentally, did save me. He saved me from myself. I was in deep depression, nothing could get me out of it. I didn't self harm, but I thought about it. When one is depressed, nothing interests them anymore. Something that, at one point, seemed the most fun to them, now doesn't sound the slightest big appealing. All hope is gone, anything you used to believe you, anything you used to hope for and have hope in, is lost. Something empty within you, hurts. It aches to be filled, and only deepens the longer it goes unfilled. And then one day, you see him. You see that look in his eyes, that instantly wipes away that mess of a feeling that's been haunting you all this time. You don't know who he is, and he surely doesn't know who you are. But there it is, that connection. Made. A connection, at first feeling so strong it cannot be broken. Maybe it can't. But eventually it does fade, and if it was supposed to, it will come back the next time you see him. Or the next time his perfect smile crosses your mind. In the mean time, while he is not on your mind, that empty feeling, is gone. It's as though his smile, his words, that look, ..was the cure all along.
Las Vegas;
The Luxor Hotel and Casino, Las Vegas Boulevard, Paradise Las Vegas, Nevada.
Where this amazing man lives. This man who, without even trying, changed so many peoples' lives forever. Las Vegas; I've always wanted to go there, even more so now that I know Criss resides there. Deeply more so in fact, I plan to move there when I turn eighteen, and am no longer forced to be over two-thousand miles from the man I owe so much to.
So much, and so little time. But I have to make do with what I have; Four years to get it right. I have not the time for mistakes or interruption. It all, must be perfect. Two years and I can start by getting a tattoo dedicated to the one man, I find worth permanently marking myself for. Whenever I can get myself to Las Vegas to meet Criss, I plan on staying there until I do. The simple thought of meeting him, getting to her his voice is what drives me to do what I have to do.
Criss' empathy level is highly impressive. At the simple glimpse of his smile, I smile. When he is happy, I am happy. Never before has anyone, let alone a complete stranger to me, been able to make me cry when he I saw tears run down his face. When I hear that noise of pure amusement, pure laugher, I imitate it. His smile, is so full of innocence, and understanding, it catches on to you, and seems to say "I understand and I care.."; Which is enough to make me smile as well. He doesn't have to say anything when he feels love, or any other emotion for that matter, the way his eyes shine, or glisten is all you need. It so is unbelievably strong, that you need nothing else. Just look into his eyes.
I am as dedicated as a Loyal to Criss, as I can be right now. Right now, I am a member of his fan base, I watch all his shows and support him 110%. I wish to God that I could be there physically and support him, and come watch his demonstrations. But sadly, I can't. And I am very grateful to those who can, Criss needs all the support he can get. I know for a fact that no matter what I do, I could never repay Criss for all he has done for me. A girl can try right..?
I would die for Criss in a heartbeat. Honestly, and truthfully, I would do it. If a bullet were headed for him, I'd dive in the way..whatever chilling live or die moment you can think of, I'd be the one to save him. He means the world to me, and if your world stops spinning, it's all over. And he has so much to do yet, he is just getting started in his career. He means SO much to SO many people, it's unreal. It's amazingly good and unreal.
Brief paragraph, opinion;
"If he makes a mistake I love him even more for it because he is showing us that he is one of us. " - Assyrian bella
Criss is perfect..If you don't think that anyone/anything is perfect then he is the closest to perfect anyone can get. He..is the most amazing person I've have ever had the pleasure of seeing..I'm not talking about his looks..I meen..yes, Criss is very attractive[VERY] but his
personality, his mind and soul define him. Criss has shown me what love is. He is the biggest inspiration in my life right now and forever more. Everything about Criss..I find amazing. I have yet to find a flaw in him..and don't plan on ever finding one..But If I do, I will accept him for who he is and will always be. That amazing, deep and passionate man he is. He..is the love of my life..the most amazing man who has ever and will ever live.Anyone who has ever been lucky enough to meet him..even been in his presence. I think, have found their way to the end of the rainbow.
Mm..Criss is my world..always and forever...
<3;;
I often dream of Criss, meeting him, talking to him, embracing him and more. "A dream is a wish your heart makes, when your fast asleep.." Anyone ever heard that phrase..? Yep. well that totally applies here. Totally and completely. Defined.
A lot of people dream of Criss, but my dreams are far different than most. I'd rather not go into detail on his public profile about them, but if you really want to know, feel free to message me..
OH-
And what would I be without my best friends, who, might I add, were brought together because of Criss. <3
The people who mean the world to me;
Miar
Jennie
Alerx
KendRa
&& Cande
OH EM GEE! WHAT A DORK!
I EFFIN LOVE YOU CRISS!
YOU'RE SO ADORABLE!
=)
Anyone who read that, I applaud you, and thank you for taking time to do so, it really means a lot to me.
xD
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Song Lyrics that get stuck in my head
"She calls out to the man on the street..he can see she's been
cryin..she's got blisters on the soles of her feet..she can't walk but she's tryin.."
"This bond between us, can't be broken..I will be here, don't you cry..cause you'll be in my heart..yes,you'll be in my heart..from this day on, now and forever more.."
"Why can't they understand the way we feel..they just don't trust what they can't explain.."
"Look into my eyes..you will see..what you mean to me..search your heart..search your soul..and when you find me there you'll search no more.."
"Well I couldn't tell you, why she felt that way- she felt it..everyday.."
Sorry I didn't listen to every word you ever said..sorry that I spent so much time living in my head..Sorry I gave you everything, you know I would do anything for you.."
"You can't quit until you try..you can't live until you die..you can't learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie..can't breath until you choke.."
"I'm not a stranger, no I am yours.."
"..and when our eyes meet, I know you'll see..I do not wanna be afraid..I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in..I'm tired of feeling so numb.."
"I may seem crazy..or painfully shy..but these scars wouldn't be so hidden, if you'd just look me in the eye..I feel alone here and cold here, No I don't wanna die..but the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything, kills inside.."
"I wanna scream, it makes me feel alive.."
"When you find the things to do not to fall asleep..cause you know he'll be there in your dreams..that's when he's..more than a memory.."
"Cause when you're talking out loud and nobody's there..you look like hell and you just don't care..drinkin' more than you ever drank ..sinkin' down lower than you ever sank.. when you find yourself falling down on your knees, praying to God and beggin him please..That's when he's..More than a memory.."
"n-n-now-th-that don't kill me..can only make me stronger..I need you to hurry up now, cause I can't wait much longer..I know I got to be right now, cause I can't get much wronger..Man I been waitin' all night now, that's how long I've been on ya.."
"But my dreams, they aren't as empty..as my conscience seems to be.."
"My love is vengeance, that's never free..No one knows what it's like, to feel these feelings, like I do, and I blame you..No one bites back as hard, on their anger.."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnp8TjIImNE [My Crazy Angel - Kill Hannah]
"This bond between us, can't be broken..I will be here, don't you cry..cause you'll be in my heart..yes,you'll be in my heart..from this day on, now and forever more.."
"Why can't they understand the way we feel..they just don't trust what they can't explain.."
"Look into my eyes..you will see..what you mean to me..search your heart..search your soul..and when you find me there you'll search no more.."
"Well I couldn't tell you, why she felt that way- she felt it..everyday.."
Sorry I didn't listen to every word you ever said..sorry that I spent so much time living in my head..Sorry I gave you everything, you know I would do anything for you.."
"You can't quit until you try..you can't live until you die..you can't learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie..can't breath until you choke.."
"I'm not a stranger, no I am yours.."
"..and when our eyes meet, I know you'll see..I do not wanna be afraid..I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in..I'm tired of feeling so numb.."
"I may seem crazy..or painfully shy..but these scars wouldn't be so hidden, if you'd just look me in the eye..I feel alone here and cold here, No I don't wanna die..but the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything, kills inside.."
"I wanna scream, it makes me feel alive.."
"When you find the things to do not to fall asleep..cause you know he'll be there in your dreams..that's when he's..more than a memory.."
"Cause when you're talking out loud and nobody's there..you look like hell and you just don't care..drinkin' more than you ever drank ..sinkin' down lower than you ever sank.. when you find yourself falling down on your knees, praying to God and beggin him please..That's when he's..More than a memory.."
"n-n-now-th-that don't kill me..can only make me stronger..I need you to hurry up now, cause I can't wait much longer..I know I got to be right now, cause I can't get much wronger..Man I been waitin' all night now, that's how long I've been on ya.."
"But my dreams, they aren't as empty..as my conscience seems to be.."
"My love is vengeance, that's never free..No one knows what it's like, to feel these feelings, like I do, and I blame you..No one bites back as hard, on their anger.."
--Lyrics dedicated to Criss--
"It's serious I've got to find you when I start to feel this way, You mesmerize me.. all the time- And i'll hold on 'til tonight but that's too long cause you're an angel- Oh Oh, your an angel. <My crazy angel> .."
"I really want you to really want
me..but I really don't know if you can do that..I know you want to know what's right, but I know it's so hard for you to do that..and times running
out as often it does, and often dictates if you can do that..But fate can't break this feeling inside, that's burning up through my veins.. I REALLY
WANT YOU.." - Christopher. </3
"It's serious I've got to find you when I start to feel this way, You mesmerize me.. all the time- And i'll hold on 'til tonight but that's too long cause you're an angel- Oh Oh, your an angel. <My crazy angel> .."
"I feel so untouched and I want
you so much..that I just can't resist you..It's not enough to say that I miss you..I feel so untouched right now, I need you so much somehow..I can't
forget you, going crazy from the moment that I met you.."
"I will be here, don't you cry..cause you'll be in my heart, yes you'll be in my heart, from this day on and now forever more.."
"When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do..nothing you confess can make me love you less..I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you.."
"When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose..let me come along, cause even if your wrong..I'll stand by you.."
"And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone..you won't be on your own, I'll stand by you.."
"Come on baby we aint gonna live forever..let me show you all the things that we could do..you know you wanna be together..and I really wanna spend the night with you.."
"In my arms, in my mind all the time; I wanna, keep you right by my side till I die, I'm gonna hold you down, make sure everything is right with you..You can never go wrong, if you let me hold you.."
"But all the miles that separate, disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.
I'm here without you baby,but you're still on my lonely mind.
think about you baby and I dream about you all the time..
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.."
"I will be here, don't you cry..cause you'll be in my heart, yes you'll be in my heart, from this day on and now forever more.."
"When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do..nothing you confess can make me love you less..I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you.."
"When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose..let me come along, cause even if your wrong..I'll stand by you.."
"And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone..you won't be on your own, I'll stand by you.."
"Come on baby we aint gonna live forever..let me show you all the things that we could do..you know you wanna be together..and I really wanna spend the night with you.."
"In my arms, in my mind all the time; I wanna, keep you right by my side till I die, I'm gonna hold you down, make sure everything is right with you..You can never go wrong, if you let me hold you.."
"But all the miles that separate, disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.
I'm here without you baby,but you're still on my lonely mind.
think about you baby and I dream about you all the time..
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnp8TjIImNE [My Crazy Angel - Kill Hannah]
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Loyalgirl20
07/27/08
But I just got facebook! *sigh*
This sucks. Most of my friends from camp have myspace too, but everybody from school has facebook.
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Loyalgirl20
08/27/60
nope, i have facebook.
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Loyalgirl20
07/02/08
I'm back from camp!
Cande Angel Depp
05/31/08
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Loyalgirl20
05/29/08
Okay, I will.
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